The very thought of you...

Dear Olivia, 

                                  

                     I am creating this blog for you to know how much your Dad has loved you since the day you were thought of. As well, I want the world to know how amazing you are and they need to get ready for you to change the world into a better place.

                     Before you were talked about coming to this earth your Mom and I had a lots of ups and downs. First off, your Mom was in a terrible car accident. And then my car had some car trouble and we lost two cars in a short period of time. But, the worse of things that happened before you were born was your Mom got cancer. I never been so scared in my entire life and I have been a part of some scary things before. But we both survived, your mom and I. We have always been in love since the second time we met. But that's another story. Our loved helped us through the challenges. Our trials and opposition taught us many things. Just before you were thought about my grandmother passed away. I bet she met you in heaven before I met you on earth. She would have loved you so much. I think both of your great grandmothers had the chance to met you before you came down to earth. Also, before you were thought of we got a pet Guinea Pig. It was fun having a pet but it is nothing like having a daughter. I hated cleaning the cage of the Guinea Pig. I don't mind so much of changing your diaper. 

                    The greatest ups, your mom and I had was every moment we spent together. Your mom and I always have so much fun together. We love going to Salt Lake City and  I create lots of fabulous dates for her and I still do this day, only now you a part of the fun dates. We love just staying home and spending time together. I feel like every moment with your mom is so precious to me. Now every moment with you and your mom is irreplaceable. I love every second I spent holding you and talking to you and loving you. I think I love your mom even more as I get to know you because you came from both your mom and myself. Since the day I met your mom I love her everyday more and more. I grow so attach to your mom I have no clue what I would do without your mom. I hope I will never find out. And now with you I am also attached to you and very protective over you. I have never loved anyone the way I love you. I love your mom in a very different and real way. I believe there are many different kinds of love. A Dad loving a daughter is one kind of love I have never felt before in my life, until you. I thank you for your influence in my life thus far. I am not a perfect man yet, but your mom makes me a better man everyday. I know you will help me become the man that God wants me to be. 

                  The first time your mom and I thought of you to come into our crazy life was in the Logan, Temple. The House of God. Your mom was praying about having a baby and so was I. We both agreed to start preparing for you to be in our little family. And thus the process of you were thought of.  

                   Your mom and you (Olivia) are the greatest things that have ever happened to me. That is why I am writing to you and that is why I will talk about your mom a lot in these letters to you. So you can get to know us through all aspects of life. I love you my little girl

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                                                                                                                                     Love, Dad